For the past few months I’ve had a very difficult time finding words to express what’s going through my mind. I’m feeling so many things, from the insignificant to the extremely significant, the simple to the existential. When I open my mouth to try to make sense of everything, or when I start writing down my feelings, I’m usually left shaking my head in silence. It feels as though there aren’t enough words to use…and the ones that I could use fall short. I have a whole galaxy of different thoughts and trying to pinpoint one seems an impossible task. Most of the time I simply find it easiest to throw my hands up and say, “I don’t know”. While this aggravates those around me, it also irritates me. I’m the one living with this mass confusion. Where do I start? How do I start? If only I could narrow this down, or somehow funnel it into a nicely slotted filing cabinet. Wouldn’t that be peachy? Today has been total shit and it feels as though the whole world has conspired against me. And to top it off I’m wondering…Is God still faithful?