Monthly Archives: August 2007
For the past few months I’ve had a very difficult time finding words to express what’s going through my mind. I’m feeling so many things, from the insignificant to the extremely significant, the simple to the existential. When I open my mouth to try to make sense of everything, or when I start writing down my feelings, I’m usually left shaking my head in silence. It feels as though there aren’t enough words to use…and the ones that I could use fall short. I have a whole galaxy of different thoughts and trying to pinpoint one seems an impossible task. Most of the time I simply find it easiest to throw my hands up and say, “I don’t know”. While this aggravates those around me, it also irritates me. I’m the one living with this mass confusion. Where do I start? How do I start? If only I could narrow this down, or somehow funnel it into a nicely slotted filing cabinet. Wouldn’t that be peachy? Today has been total shit and it feels as though the whole world has conspired against me. And to top it off I’m wondering…Is God still faithful?
Who thought the day would come when Bria sits down to write a blog? This was a spur-of-the-moment act done, partially, because of reading my friends blog. I’m not one to read a blog. I tend to be of the school of thought that they are horribly lame and a waste of time. However, this one blog spurred me to jump into the blog world myself…mainly to see what all the hype is about. Who knows, I may enjoy it. I love writing to begin with…it may fit. I guess we’ll see.